I was sleeping, with my body dormant and subconscious brain extremely active. Through the window pane moon light fell over my brain that brightened my brain, endless thoughts that I ignored in day light came up brimming on the surface. One of those wild fantasies screamed –“Niharika remember me I am your childhood ambition .you coward, you reluctant off beat personality, why did you let me die? The voice awakened my conscience; it was the voice of my childhood fantasy of being a college dropout. It was very angry and agonized as I ditched it and continued my studies in college. It further said with great frustration “so how are you? Feeling great you are about to graduate like million others .you have become a crowd. You are a loser girl. You gave up to the beaten path.” I yawned and just when I was about to revert the dream further shouted “you murdered me, you are murderer girl .you became too timed to pursue me.’ Take the memory back to past when you were still y